This is seeing Jesus being crucified through the eyes of Mary. Hearing her pain as she watched her baby boy being whipped and hung on a cross to die to save man.
“And about the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani? that is to say, My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?” https://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org/
Here I stand broken-hearted, alone, confused and soooo past angry. My son hangs on a cross with nails in his hands and feet, a crown of thorns on his head and what clothes they left him on his body….and for what? To save people who have done nothing but cause him harm! Who lied on him, set him up, betrayed him and all he wanted to do was lead them to the promise land. He has done nothing wrong, if anything, he is only guilty of trying to teach people how to love one another, show each other respect and how they can enter his Fathers house. All he tried to do was help these people. He went as far as to heal those that others ignored and didn’t what to be seen with must less touch! So why does he have to die?
God you know how long it took us to get him here just for you to use him to full-fill a prophesy? He’s a good boy, does what is asked of him and helps anyone he sees without hesitation. He has helped some of these ungrateful people standing in this crowd with me now. He has saved so many souls and for what? To be ridiculed, mocked, whipped (not wait…they beat my baby) and disgraced by the same people he was sent to save! Please God Explain This To Me!
He tried to tell me this day was coming God, he knew everything he was to go through to get to this point, but I wouldn’t listen. I didn’t want to hear it. He’s my baby, surely you wouldn’t do this to our family. As he tried to explain his purpose on earth, all I could think of was my son was going to die…and he is actually okay with it! I asked him how can you be okay with all this knowing you are going to be crucified to save souls that have betrayed you? How can you calmly tell me that you know one (1) of your disciples will betray you and that is what will start the process to your crucifixion and expect me to be okay with it? I’m not okay with it, I’m your mother! I’m supposed to protect you from harm and yet you keep telling me there is nothing I can do to stop this from happening. So here I stand so mad I could scream looking at my baby hanging there in so much pain and I can’t help him.
He has gotten so weak, he won’t last much longer and yet he will not come down from that cross. Why won’t we come down from there? Let me go, don’t touch me I must save my baby!!!! What? Why? You can’t ask that of me, I won’t let you go…I can’t. Please don’t ask me to….okay, okay. Even toward the end he is telling me this is how it should be and to not worry about him because he will be better than alright after while. I don’t care about after while, I care about right now! I’m so ticked that he is willing to sacrifice himself to save these ungrateful, undeserving heathens.
God have you stopped talking to him? He seems lost, confused…like he’s looking for something or someone. His face looks like he’s expecting you to talk to him. Have you stopped talking to him? Why have you stopped talking to my son? You blessed us with him, laid out his destiny, let him go through all this pain and suffering just to leave him alone? Now? Seriously? He needs you more than ever now. Don’t leave my baby to face death alone. He told me there is nothing I could do, but I know you can help him. Please don’t leave my baby alone, he needs you…I need you. I need you to tell me why my son? Why did you bless me with him just to take him away from me? I feel betrayed by you and need to understand…..why me? Look at him, in pain and suffering. Don’t worry baby, mommy’s here. Mommy is right here. I love you baby and I will not leave your side.
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